I Hate Your Pity

So just a little over a month into senior year and its the best and worst year of high school so far. Zach broke up with me yesterday after not talking to me for over a week, on facebook. Just changed his relationship status to single without saying anything to me. I feel like I'm going to die. I love him so much and it's so hard to face the rest of this year without him :[ but I do have so much going on. I'm co-directing the freshman play this year at my school and I have college applications to finish and 2 auditions, one at SUNY Purchase and the other at the Berklee College of Music. I'm pretty nervous buy my teacher says I'm going to do fine. I'm singing Monster by Meg & Dia, the acoustic version. One of my bestest friends is coming home from college tomorrow for a few days and I'm SOOOOO excited to see him again. We're prolly gonna go out and party this weekend XD hehe I'm really excited. So anyway, ugh broken hearts suck, I spent most of today in tears but I mean, he treated me like shit towards the end. I miss him so much though... :[